腰酸背痛

我为你们而感到很很很很很骄傲！！！

我很忙

才那第一天，我身体开始负荷不到了。
还有两个礼拜，不懂要怎样死？？
最近睡得不怎么好，明明弄好七点的闹钟，六点就起床了。。
有要升仙的感觉，很晕啊！！

Camwhore

I'm look so damn kaya raya in this photo. In fact, this is not my camera. And, I'm just kepoh-ing at a show unit in Juru area. That's it. :)

Finally you're back!!!

Actually you don't know the moment when you walked towards the immigration place, I feel very.. ermm.. she bu de.. =(

I know I'll need to open the door gate on my own when I reach home, need to think of what to eat for lunch & dinner, need to help you to pray guan yim ma, need to shower ur plants.. wuuwuuuuu...

Finally, you reached home safely.. I know you really have fun la.. kns.. go shop so many stuffs.. I should follow the trip... Ishhh..

I got something more canggih to share.. Please wait for my next post.. probably available on the week after next week.. Going for big big battle next week.. kekekezz...

I'm wondering...

I'm moody again right after the training session. I'm wonder am I the correct person to rep because I'm not really good in this field. I do not have the confident now. Today's result very bad. I keep questioning on my position in the team. I keep questioning on my ability. I keep questioning on my actual strength. wa mm zai. hou fan.

I know lar, this kind of competition is play for fun and the objective is to involve everyone into sports. But, I still want to carry all thing on my shoulder. Arhh, ignore me!! This is killing me.

Okay, I want to pecat myself, anyone want to take over??

Nap

I'm feeling so full of energy now. Alright, I slept 9 hours yesterday and nap for an hour just now. 10 hours not really alot okay?? Conpensation for the hard work during weekdays mar.

I super damn like weekend, Can just fall sleep when feel like want to sleep.. =)

Protection

I wanted to buy a knee guard long long time ago. Erm. Need to protect my knee la of course since I always hurt myself. Everytime after the weekly volleyball, my mum will say: "wah, bruise again ah you??" I tried to look for this knee guard at QBM but all ... Football knee guard.. =____=


I got this at Malaya Sport located in Butterworth. Got 2 types of knee guard : Junior & Senior. Alright, I bought xxnior.. hehe..

PDC Cup is just around the corner, Good luck to all the teams. =)

Dad, I hope you able to see this post

Yup. I think I'm doing fine right now after moody for a week. Although I failed this time, I already tried to get it. So, no regret. By the way, this is not today's topic.

Now I'm going to say : Happy Father's day.

Okay, I do not have a father since I was 13. Not divorce la, my father dead for sick. It's ok, nothing to avoid. He is so damn unlucky, he can't make himself to attend my form5 , diploma, and degree convocation. He will feel proud of me if he able to make it. I do not have a single change to drive him. As I can remember, I did a birthday present for him by using those color paper fold lai fold qu. Fated, his birthday is actually my birthday as well.

Last week, I had a pre-father's day celebration at my Kai Father's house. After the dinner session, we sit down and talk about last time stories. My tears drop non stop while I listen they keep mention how tough was the last time.

My dad is a very kind and soft person. I think is kinda same character with me. He will only get into a temper after he feel 忍无可忍. Okay, back to old story. My mum mentioned about how his previous boss bully him, and gave him a RM12 ang pow as bonus before CNY. This is super damn kurang okay? RM12? Not even enuf to give ang pow to his daughter. Alright, that year is the toughest year. I know, I still can remember when I try to ask for the school fees. My dad seems suffering. I didn't mention again for the school fees, because I know he trying to get the money for me. Continue fighting for money, able to get a 2nd hand car at 1993. We used to visit grandfather on Sunday. He will drive me to Penang and buy me candy. These are the memories that always flying around on my mind. We able to get 2nd car on 1996. I still can remember he drive the whole family to Tambun for seafood after we get the new car. He super excited. But he start to turn sick after my sister go oversea continue her studies. 1998, he need insulin to cure his diabetes. I feel pain when I see the needle go into his body. Super damn pain. In the end, without a single word, he left me and my mum.

Okay, stop for this round. Not able to continue. Bye!

You are just holding the knife,
standing there and do nothing.. .

I'm the one decided to take it away and make a cut on myself.

Is that fine?

我给了你一次机会，
让我又难过的机会。。。