Yup. I think I'm doing fine right now after moody for a week. Although I failed this time, I already tried to get it. So, no regret. By the way, this is not today's topic.
Now I'm going to say : Happy Father's day.
Okay, I do not have a father since I was 13. Not divorce la, my father dead for sick. It's ok, nothing to avoid. He is so damn unlucky, he can't make himself to attend my form5 , diploma, and degree convocation. He will feel proud of me if he able to make it. I do not have a single change to drive him. As I can remember, I did a birthday present for him by using those color paper fold lai fold qu. Fated, his birthday is actually my birthday as well.
Last week, I had a pre-father's day celebration at my Kai Father's house. After the dinner session, we sit down and talk about last time stories. My tears drop non stop while I listen they keep mention how tough was the last time.
My dad is a very kind and soft person. I think is kinda same character with me. He will only get into a temper after he feel 忍无可忍. Okay, back to old story. My mum mentioned about how his previous boss bully him, and gave him a RM12 ang pow as bonus before CNY. This is super damn kurang okay? RM12? Not even enuf to give ang pow to his daughter. Alright, that year is the toughest year. I know, I still can remember when I try to ask for the school fees. My dad seems suffering. I didn't mention again for the school fees, because I know he trying to get the money for me. Continue fighting for money, able to get a 2nd hand car at 1993. We used to visit grandfather on Sunday. He will drive me to Penang and buy me candy. These are the memories that always flying around on my mind. We able to get 2nd car on 1996. I still can remember he drive the whole family to Tambun for seafood after we get the new car. He super excited. But he start to turn sick after my sister go oversea continue her studies. 1998, he need insulin to cure his diabetes. I feel pain when I see the needle go into his body. Super damn pain. In the end, without a single word, he left me and my mum.
Okay, stop for this round. Not able to continue. Bye!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
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No one will erase the memories unless yourself. He will always beside you.
Cathrane, you are a very tough girl, I think i couldnt do as good as you if I was in your situation, you can just kill me if anything happen on my parents. But you keep the cheerful side of you. Dont worry girl.. your father should be having a good life in heaven now. Happy father's day to him too.
u n me share the same bond of situation here. I lost my father at my age of 14. I miss him too. They will always by our side... :)
你爸一定會為你的昨天, 今天和明天而感到驕傲的
加油...^.^
I know he is always by my side... =)
I just know this today after reading this post...Really feel sorry for you..
Love your mum more.
Wow Cathrane is this the real you???....i'm so sorry for your loss!!! i totally bumped into your site by accident (well i actually blame first facebook, then google & prob some girl in our folsom campus who gave me this idea ;)...interesting blog!!!
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